It's funny how people's mentalities change over time. A year ago, before I got into Cornell, I told my mom I wouldn't go to New York City for good because I was worried about terrorism. A year later, I'm here on the east coast, actually in New York State, longing to graduate and get a job in New York City, so that I could have a new life (hopefully with my *special someone*). It's interesting to see how my mind has changed over time. When you're looking from an outsider point of view, you never never realize how bad you actually want something. You have no idea how well you could fit into this place - it's actually kinda like dating. You figure out a potential partner and you get into a relationship. You never know how important this person could be to you until he/she becomes such a significant part of your life. I guess the desire for my *special someone* is just as strong as my desire to get a job in New York City after I graduate. I'm that desperate, yes I am. =P
